ferry to mull
Why is it so tempting to write to myself in questions? Questions are easy to unanswer and questions gesture at insight without the trouble of finding real clarity. Real clarity likely does not exist as I do not believe it’s possible to act with an internal certainty. It’s far more reasonable - righteous - to self interrogate rigorously, with venom and without bias. Of course, these are not objective investigations. They are carried out with prejudice and with malice, characteristic of my affect towards self and others. Hardly separate entities.